I’ve just completed my first full week in my new post. It was amazing. I’m part of a great team, I’m well supported and I’m so excited to get stuck in properly!
But, I miss my Nanny. She was so strong and so proud that I’d gotten into Uni and was studying something so worthwhile, and then I lost her. She lost her battle and now she’s gone. I just wish she could have seen me qualify. Seen me happy, seen me in a job that I love.
I miss her. Every day. But every day, I push down those feelings and refuse to feel. I don’t want to miss her. I don’t want to grieve. I want her back. I want her to tell me she’s proud, and I want to tell her I love her.