Exploding.

Exploding or collapsing? I’m not sure which word correctly indicates how I’m feeling right now.

Now, there is a lot going on right now. My Granddads funeral is on Friday, Joe has started his new course, I’m overwhelmed with work from this new course, my sister is heavily pregnant, my sister in law is also pregnant and Joe and I have set a date for a wedding.

While most of this is really good stuff, it’s still really stressful and comes with a whole lot of pressure. Throw into the mix that my family is miles away and that’s where I am right now. 100 miles away from the family I know and love. I’ve got Joe here, and his family. I love them all, but sometimes I just need a mummy hug.

I’m trying to stay strong for everyone and everything going on but sometimes it’s tough.

Maybe I need to blog more often.

Love.

C.x