A Letter.

Dear Nanny and Granddad,

I’m having a reallly hard time without you at the moment, everything is going so well and I wish with everything I have that you were here to witness it.

I passed my first exam the other day – I did really well and all I wanted to do as tell you about it all. I want to tell you about how I’m getting married next year and I can’t wait for you to see me walking down the aisle. To see me finally marry the love of my life.

We’re already taking your lead. We have so much fun together! We laugh, we joke, we playfight. We’ve even stolen your goodnight kiss – sorry about that!

Joe said he’s so glad that he met you. He loved you both as much as I do – well, nowhere near as much but you know what I mean. He really loved spending time with you, especially you Granddad. We still laugh about the James Bond argument!

I miss you both so much. I don’t think I’ve let myself grieve for you both yet, but now all I hear is cancer, cancer, cancer and now I just feel like if I hear about it all one more time I’ll scream.

I guess what brought this on was the photo my Mum sent me with your stone. The one above where you will both lie forever, together. It’s just not fair that you’re not here anymore and instead your under that stone. You should be sat watching CSI, with a glass of scotch laughing together. I hope you’re both doing that up there.

I hope you’re still laughing.

So, so much love.

You’re biggest Grandbaby.

xxx